When you were with me there were singing trees

The bees chased the birds flew free

There were many flowers for me to see

Smiles, joy, and laughter were all around me

You gave me love that hurt more than the tramua I’ve experienced

You made me believe in fairytales, my hopes, and dreams

Times like this I wish you could see all the power you have inside of you

You could set the world on fire if you want to

Though our hands were ripped apart

You still remain in my heart

You made me whole, and no I have the power to never grow old

I can stand, and breathe without needing anyone to catch me

Never regretful

Always thankful for the gift you gave to me

Now I’m happy on my own

Thank you for the lessons of life

When you were with me…..

I know you, but only so much

You’re past is a mystery

And I’m dying for us to make history

So give me all you need to

Give me your unwanted

The insecurities that eat at your brain at 3 in the morning

The scars on your heart, and their stories

You’re tears, and every single fear

Hand me every bit of your unwanted, and I’ll show you the fire lit in your eyes

But don’t stop there because I know there is so much more going on up there

Give me your loves

What makes you groove with excitement

All your passions

Give me your bucket list so we can make this happen

Give me your love

Trust, honesty, and your smiles

Friendship is what I want it to be

But most of all promise not to flee

♥ The birthday ballons hanging around in my room ♥ The pink flower Niomi picked OUT OF SOMEONE ELSE’S PROPERTY just because I said I liked it ♥ The new sisterhood I have with Niomi ♥ Red Velvet cupcakes ♥ This new friendship with a classmate ♥ Spiked Lita’s ♥ Glitter ♥ Oasis’ “Don’t Go Away”

Hearts used to shatter

When ever our love became battered

Our love brought us so high

Others needed a latter to just say hi

With each look in your eyes

My heart felt like it was a new surprise

But when it would go cold you put on a disguise

You ran away, and blended into the guys

Then time went on 

And here we were again

Sex became our new trend

And we spoke for hours on end

Then my heart stopped beating

I couldn’t understand my new feelings

You left to many times

And my hearts was beginning it’s healing

I kind of like this feeling

There’s closure

No worries, or thoughts of growing older

And the world doesn’t really seem any colder

My heart is sewn shut

I no longer feel the need to cut

I’ll now close this book shut

Because my heart is all sewn up

Put me in the tub

Bath me up

I am your porcelain doll

Damn you’re so tall

But your prince is so small

Bright red lipstick

You smear across my face

Pull my hair back

So you can have a taste

I want you dead

For bringing this disgrace

The look of fear

Slapped across my face

Screams of horror

Don’t you dare take my gift away

It’s not your birthday

I can’t believe I let you hurt me

Fucking god damn

You made me hate sex

Porcelain doll

Made me feel so small